Wow took me days to put into words what I felt about my last performance. I have never been so stunned. First the DJ starts my music before I go on stage. It happens so I signal him run it back. Now time to perform. I’m feeling excited. This is what I was BORN to do!! Then the music stops in the middle of my performance. In that moment I felt like a kid playing musical chairs!! Then my body and mind just merged and said keep going!!ACAPELLA! I just kept doing my song no music for like 10 seconds. Then the DJ brings the song back in at a random point in the song. Grateful I was using a performance mix so I was able to pick back up. Stumbled a word but given the circumstances I KILLED IT!! I lost the competition but it’s okay I WON to MYSELF! I proved to myself that I could face obstacles. With PTSD it’s very hard for me to deal with anxiety but this showed me MUSIC is my MEDICINE! Thank you for supporting me!!🙏🏽🔝❤️🚀🚀